I'd been slim for most of my adult life. Even after having babies, once I stopped nursing and got back to working out, my body cooperated the way it always had. But somewhere around 40, that changed almost overnight.
I told myself I just needed to tighten things back up, but it didn't go back to normal — it got worse. I did the bloodwork. Everything came back "within normal ranges." So I tried everything: intermittent fasting, heavy lifting, high-intensity cardio, keto, carnivore. Two years in, I'd gained 25 pounds despite working harder than I ever had.
I invested $4,000 in a 12 month doctor-supervised program with a nurse dietitian reviewing every bite I ate, guaranteed for women over 40. I gained weight the entire time. I was later told I was showing signs of severe insulin resistance — but not quite "pre-diabetic" enough for insurance to help — so I spent months testing my blood sugar eight times a day and living on beef, butter, and eggs... It didn't work either. By that point, I'd gained over 40 pounds since turning 40 three years earlier.
In mid-January, Caroline was back in town and a friend invited me to dinner with her. I asked about peptides and ordered right there from the table. I lost 5.5 inches around my waist in the first week. There was something happening at a cellular level that three years of "doing everything right" never touched.
Since January 21st, I've lost 28 pounds — but honestly, if I never lost another pound, I'd still be thrilled, because I look like myself again. About three weeks in, I added Sermorelin to help balance my hormones, and unexpectedly, the knee and hip pain I'd written off as "just getting older" disappeared too. I only really understood how much it was helping when I cycled off it for a break and felt that low-grade ache creep back in.
The inflammation didn't just melt off my body. It melted off my face, my energy, and a version of myself I didn't recognize anymore.